For all you he need hope(re submitted)

Every day i wish so hard
to have a day where i don't cry
its what i want so bad inside
i do my best, i do try

its how i feel i don't know why
i feel I'm falling apart inside
i want to be happy i really do
and be free from the sadness inside

the tablets should be helping
the pain that makes me cry
sometimes i don't want to be here
i want to lay down and die

but i still keep on going
every day i paint a smile
to keep the sadness deep within
i know it will last a while

i strive on hope to be happy
the hope to find my way
i know i will be happy
just waiting for the day

I'm holding back from the ones i love
i need to,to protect me
but IL be back soon enough
they'll have to wait and see

i feel so lost,i feel so scared
i cry myself to sleep at night
deep down i know it is depression
so i will stand and fight

i will hold my head up high
i may feel like this today
it will be better in some time
i know IL find my way