I'm sorry i called you last night
but you can't run away
or maybe you can
you told me what happened
i started to cry
you laughed it off
you acted like the accident
was just for fun
but i know it was for you to die
you told me yourself
maybe you were too drunk to know
you acted like everything was fine
really it was screwed up
you need help Robert
so do i
we talked for a half hour
you said your ex was lucky
that you didn't hit a telephone pole
i said no your f-u-c-k-i-n-g lucky
i would of killed you
if you hadn't died
he said yeah right
i said I'm f-u-c-k-i-n-g serious Robert
he kept laughing
he still doesn't know how much i care
how much i need him there
he's going to be 20 in 8 days
i got 6 months till i turn 15
i know theres a big age different
but to me age is nothing but a number
Robert
don't go
i need you
your moving soon
well maybe not anymore
you f-u-c-k-e-d up your car
i want to smack you
for being such a jerk
but i hope your OK
I'm not going to call till tonight
i need to hear your voice
to know if your alright
I'm sorry i called you
but i feel like i should have
after all angel's are real.
-last night i called him to find out he hit a sign on purpose to kill himself..his right hubcap came off so he was stuck in the middle of no where. his friend was going to come get him.. he told me to hold on a minute and i said OK. he never came back to the phone i got scared so i hung up.. i couldn't hear anything.. i was so scared.. i love him.. his initials are in me now.. i hope he's alright..-
