What i was

Can You see me,
See me bleed.
I didn't realize my greed,
It just wouldn't leave me be.

What a creature I've become,
Feeling nothing because I'm numb.

The demon inside me,
Is taking over my body.
Never being happy,
Well some day, Maybe.

Bleeding inside,
Trying so hard to hide.

Hiding in the shadows,
Afraid of windows.

See my fall,
My name u call.
You having a ball,
Just on the other side of the wall.

I can't hear a sound,
While looking around.

See me brake down and cry,
All you do is stair and sigh.

I'm struggling at every beat,
Thumbing to my feet.

You hurt me,
Leaving scars, to be.
Not noticing, the pain you bring,
What to you have to say, you're not a king.

I am changing,
Coming out from my fading.
The pain you brought me,
Was awful and caning.

Turning black inside,
Just like a lack of confidence.
Turing your back on me,
You are as slack as can be.

My hate,
My fate,
My understanding,
My love,
My life,
and,
My mind.