What To Do

How can I keep this up
For my own sake
When will this secret
Cause me to break

I could love you
With everything
Absolute happiness
Is what you'd bring

But Id also lose it all
No one likes a wh0re
You'd just be
One more chore

He told me he loved me
But then you came along
Everything was taken back
Now hes totally gone

I haven't told anyone
About you my sweet
How long will I stand tall
And walk to this beat

When will someone notice
The change in my figure
I could erase you
As easily as pulling a trigger

I'm so scared
Why wont someone save me
I do love you
My still unborn baby