Slowly Going To Forget Your Name

I liked you better before we started dating, actually you seemed perfect..
but the true you finally came out..
i thought dating you would be great..
well soon i realized it was a big mistake..
you stopped calling me and messaging me..
you left me with the work..
whats up with that..
don't you realize it takes both..
the sad thing is i tried..
i did my best..
but now i give up..
I'm just tired of fighting..
for something that will never last..
I'm tired of shedding tears while i sit alone at night..
I'm tired of praying that you will soon realize..
this is all a mistake..
so you see its not that i don't care..
I'm just not going to fight for something thats not there..
so if you decide you want me back..
and i happen to say no..
i hope you realize how i felt..
when you left me go..
i don't expect you to cry or anything like that..
all i want you to do is remember how hard i fought..
and how easy you watched me go..
I'm not saying i hate you..
cuz honestly i don't..
i just rather have that boy back..
that i fell in love with that short time ago..
don't you realize..
don't you see..
you have changed..
and thats what scared me..
i don't know what ill do now..
or who i will date next..
you have me so screwed up..
from this big mess you caused..
but I'm figuring it out slowly..
and I'm changing for the best..
i learned one thing through this..
that your family and friends stay with you,as everyone else walks away..
so i hope you enjoy your life..
and follow with your dreams..
cause I'm gonna do the same..
so now I'm gonna walk away now..
and slowly forget the pain that follows with your name.

*this is another about my ex..we started off friends which was awesome but soon i realized that he wasn't in for a relationship, he was only playing a game*