hey that was one of the best poems i've ever rad i can't say i understand you because i don't know you but i have a feeling i know what you're going through. life gets tough trust me i know but hang in there and you'll make it and there is that right guy out there somewhere. and they'll care for you like no one else you'll be there world. well i would like to talk to you some time if you would like. my email address is littleprincess16101@yahoo.com write me sometime. good luck in your life