Every single day I wish I had something
Something better or something to change
I get tired of people calling my cruel names
The only thing I ever wanted
Was for someone to try to understand
I lay thinking where I am
Feeling if something worse will happen
I’m trying my best for people not to hate me
But it seems like it won’t me true
I wake up everyday
Knowing what I did
Feeling guilt of every single word I said
I pray to god to help me in any way
For some reason some one dislikes me
I don’t know why and I’m getting f**king tired of it
The only reason why I get high
So I get out of the drama in my life
I know it won’t go away
But I can’t take it right now
People really don’t know who I am
They just think they do
