It's in God's Hands Now

Why do I feel like my life is ending?
Why do I always fail?
I start off with good intentions
But bad ones always prevail
No matter what I try to do
Nothing seems to work
I feel like there can be no happy ending for me
Just a life of stress, worry, tears and pain
I can’t tell anyone the whole truth
If I do, they will think less of me
The only one who knows it all
Is my father, my God, my king
I cry “GOD HELP ME PLEASE, END IT ALL”
But I know that’s not what I want
I want, all I ask is for just one night
One night where I can go to sleep
And not have any worries on my mind
I know it will all eventually work out
But for now….
All I feel is sadness
Everything looks so dark around me
So cold, so hopeless
I guess all I can do is pray…

“God please help me, please give me the strength to deal with the pain. Give me the courage to work through my troubles, and give me peace so I can live my life. I love you, I trust in you completely, for you are my all in all. I leave my life in your hands”

All I can do is pray….
It’s in God’s hands now…