I put my trust in someone who doesn't exist,
I tried so hard for nothing in return,
I lost everything I ever had faith in,
My hopes and dreams left to burn,
Its start off as something so small,
And slowly moves to another in time,
I try to remind myself I am my own,
But nothing I say gets through my mind,
I don’t know why everything I do doesn't matter,
How hard it all is but not getting any where,
Holding on to a life already lost,
Finding happiness a dream very rare,
Pushing myself to do better each day,
Lift a mood ready fallen and broken,
Restraining my hands to reach that blade,
Knowing the love I have and caring words spoken,
I’m so far from want I’m striving from,
I don’t even know if it's even there or if it’s all pretend,
One thing I become more certain of each passing day,
Is everything I do doesn't matter in the end.
