Need I say...

Need I say my life has been rough at times,
Need I say the people in my life don't know how bad I'm feeling right now,
Need I say I have opened a new wound, Fresh blood dripping from my wrist,
Need I say I wish I can be some one esl for a day,
Need I say I want to be happy for once,
Need I say I wish I had my sister right now,
Need I say I have been cutting this week cause of the things I hear people say about me,
Need I say I've messed everything up,
Need I say I've gotten in everybody's way and I need to disappear,
Need I say I shouldn't be here, I should be rotting in the ground where I belong cause of the things I have done in the past that still and shall haunt me everyday,
Need I say people label me as a wh*r* because I have flirt a lot with people,
Need I say I shall cut deeper tonight and maybe die of blood loss,
Need I say I love you all so deeply I shall never come back and rot under my bed,
Need I say tonight will be the last night alive.