My eyes blood shot red
My breath held within
Tears want to fall
But I push them back in
By lower lip trembles
I shall not cry though
The signs are all there
But my will is well built
No tears will fall
No mumbles heard
My head will be high
My self a big lie
I feel horrible inside
But as long as no one sees
I am protected
I’m alright
I want someone to hold me
But can’t try to plead
For they all have their own problems
I’d just get in middle
But I hope my tears can hold
And my heart can forgive
Cause I want to be mad
At these people I held
When everything felt wrong
And nothing was all right
But the plead asked from me
Shall never be taken
