One side says for me to stay,
The other says for me to go.
My friends tell me you don't treat me right,
I should just let you go.
I tried that last night and you just thought it was a joke,
As soon as I said those words my hands were trembling.
I just want us back to normal again,
But I'm so confused by what people say.
Why can't they see the good guy inside?
Can't they see their comments are tearing me inside?
Now you and I,
I think this is the worst we've ever been.
My mind is so confused,
Whenever I try to speak my mouth seems so dry.
I want to run to you for whatever,
For my friends to be happy with who I'm with,
Just let me decide on my own.
Feeling torn in two,
Wanting to be with you more than anything,
But my friends saying I should go.
*Basically whats happened is my boyfriend & I are at rock bottom. I love him with everything I have & I did finish with him last night but I regret it so much & I've hurt him in the process. :-( I think we'll be OK I just feel so torn right now...*
