I'm lost in my thoughts
I'm awake in my dreams
I try to think of something else
But you're the only one I see
It's not like your so distant
I've had you many times
We spent five months together
We were in love for quite some time
As the days go by
I still think of you
I find it hard
To forget that were through
No one expected us to part
Neither did I...
I thought you set me apart
I know you loved me
And I know you cared
But thats what makes it so hard
To comprehend that you're not there
I know you've moved on
And it hurts so bad
To see you doing just fine
And then me...
I'm just so damn sad
I wish I could run away
Erase you from my mind
But you left your imprint
And I left mine
I can no longer tell you how I feel
I've done it before
While your dwelling on my best friend
I'm cutting in my arms the letters Y O U
But I want you to know
And I hope that you can hear me
I love you
and I will never forget you
Someday, maybe I will get over you
But there will always be a special place in my heart for my first love
Nicolas I need you
