I was broken

Without you here, I fell so much deeper, I'm lost again
Crying now, why? because I'm not talking to you
Words written all over my skin in pen, might as well be blood
"second best" and "I miss you" whispers that are true

Breaking down over seven days, a slow painful execution
Joined and bound to the depression revolution
Cut me up and leave me to die, I'm just an empty shell
Fits of hysteria, twitching in my grave, sucked into hell

I was broken by the demons, who haunted every dream
I was broken by the fact that you were not here
I'm sorry that I'm losing, behind the smiles I'm dying
Wish I could explain theres nothing left in me but tears

Relief because your happy, lift me up before I fall
Tears streaming down my face as I sit awaiting your call
Simplicity in its finest has emptied away my soul
I cannot get back the distance gained, no longer free or whole

I was broken, I was shattered, now you're back will I be fine?
Because I'm crying over nothing without you by my side
Enclosed among the blood from fresh cuts upon my body
Anger eats away at me, as I dissolve the light inside

Bouts of madness tinted agony, cant take this anymore
A weeks tears built up released as I crumple to the floor
I was broken, I was beaten, I need you here with me
Say you still care, say you still love, say you can see