Finally free

I'm sick of crying
I'm tired of being here
I'm living this life
thats so full of fear

i don't cut no more
but its hard to see the knife
sitting in that drawer
just waiting to take someones life

i want to end this pain so bad
its not like anybody would care
nobody thinks i would do it
"shes to chicken, she wouldn't dare!"

thats not true
they obviously don't know me
i could end it right now
id finally be free!

I'm sitting on my bed with my knife
thinking about all of you
who don't give a f**k about me
as the blade slowly goes through