Tear drops rolling down my face,
like a cloudy rainy day.
Knowing pain that others feel,
not being able to see through the blur.
Clouding my judgment,
being confused
Wondering if it will ever go away.
Felling scared for the
ones i hold close to heart.
Thinking hoping that soon
things will be back to normal,
seeing a sad future for
those in the dark.
Bringing light to those
who are lost in the hell of darkness.
Never knowing when
i might lose my dearest friend,
closest member of family.
Seeing hope for those who try,
trying there best in life.
Crying day and night,
hurting month by month,
sadness staying for just to long
wanting the pain just to stop.
Mind filled with hurtful thoughts,
scary unwanted thoughts.
Telling others this is it,
there's no more to life.
Feeling like i don't belong.
Hoping it all comes to an end.
