A Pool of Pain

I walk into the bathroom
and quickly lock the door
Fill the bath with water
Throw my clothes on the floor.

I step into the water
With the blade in my hand
My body starts to tremble
I sit; I cannot stand.

The water starts to burn me
Evaporate my fears
Ripples show on surface
Imprints of my tears.

I hold the blade to my wrist
and force a painful slice
Blood gushes from my veins
Happy to do it twice.

But twice turns into triple
Triple turns into more
I carved scars into my arm
My skin I really tore.

From little droplets of red
To a bath fill with blood
Fear to sudden panic
My feelings were a flood.

My very last emotion
My mouth was in a frown
Overdosed by weakness
Give up to slowly drown.

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