A Lost Emotion

by Rachel   Jul 5, 2005


When will I be happy again?
Will I ever be happy again?
These are questions I ask myself every night
When my eyes are bleeding
The sadness has found a home,
wounding my soul
Making me a painful beauty.
You can't even hear me screaming
Screaming out the pain,
Please fix me.
Will I ever be heard
In this world?
Red lace across my arms and wrists
Crying for help
Still no one notices...
The crimson slowly starts to show
Through all the lies,
Take me away
From the wreck I made
Please, just take me away from myself
I can't seem to let go my past
I will never truly live again
Until my dying day.
Happiness is a word that's lost its meaning in my life
It's a word that I never feel anymore
Maybe I'm just built this way.

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  • 18 years ago

    by christina marie

    You're such a great artist! i checked out most of your poems too, wonderful style! if you need to talk, i'll be here too!

    *5/5*
    Take Care
    Lolli

  • 18 years ago

    by Lovesick 4 Jesus

    Thanks so much hunni for reading my stuff and actually taking the time to read my heart... you are a beautiful writer hunni...now me im not really good at it but you really have a talent thank you though.

    ~Hurting Inside~

  • 18 years ago

    by .::BrokenHrt::.

    I can really relate to this poem. its touching nd sad....realli good !!

  • 19 years ago

    by nobody truly knows me

    Aww, that's so sad. i totally loved it. 5/5 um, i put you on my favorite list. i really love your poetry.

  • 19 years ago

    by Letty

    I'm truly lost for words to say. its sad and I know how you feel I feel that way everyday.