When I had you, I had everything,
And now that you're gone, I have nothing.
My dreams were once filled with joy and happiness,
But now they are filled with pain and sadness.
I use to wake up with excitement and eagerness,
But now I just lay here becoming less and less.
I hope that one day I can talk to you without wanting to cry,
Or feel like my hearts gonna explode and I'll die.
No matter how much I try to hate you,
I know that deep down inside that I still love you.
You were my first love and I hoped you'd be my last,
But I know that as life goes on that I cannot hold onto the past.
