The only thing thats real

When will it stop
when will it end
when will this pain I fight
finally start to bend,

When I wake up
my day is another in a lie
and it's all the same old stuff
another day I wish to die,

I come home from school
to what I think is my best friend
I know that it won't let me down
My life as a lie will eventually mend,

I grab my knife
So shiny and so thin
thinking to myself
I finally get to win,

Each cut that I make
washes some of the lies away
the only thing i hear
is all the crap that people say,

Why can't they see past it
my smile is as fake as can be
the only thing thats real
are the lies inside of me!

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