Abuse me, Never Confuse me

BANG....
I arose from my bed,
Throwing up my head.
ran out of my room,
to only assume.
Theres my big brother,
and my mother.
On the floor,
blood a pour.

NO! i screamed.
But no one heard.

I chased that man till i heard.
It wasn't their fault,
nor my fathers.

It was all because of me,
He said one day I'll be free.
He grabbed me and said,
That I'll be fed.

He took me away,
for, only to pay.
I was only thirteen,
thats all that seemed.

He used me as a slave,
and threw me around.
He told me to do every thing he said,
Or that night i would not be fed.

SMACK!
His hand across my face.
He had done the same all over the place.
Every tear i cried,
Its not like i didn't try.
He was the one who took me away.
He was the one who made me this way.

But he never stopped,
Then he threw off my top.
He grabbed my pants and yanked them off.
Then he told me i had earned this.

He kissed me on the lips,
Then smacked me, about the hips.
He threw me onto the bed,
And smacked me across the head.
He claimed on top of me,
After he had thrown of his clothes.

He abused me some,
Just for fun.
Then he told me this was a way of pleasure,
And that i was his secret treasure.

But before i knew it,
Two other guys came.

They were all taking turns,
One then the next.
I felt like a toy,
For I'm only a girl, to all silly boys.

The smacked me around,
And made a moaning sound.
When they were finished they threw me to the ground.

One took hand cuffs,
One took rope,
And the other some tape.

They tied me down the best the could,
And knew what they could.
They abused and confused the hell out of me,
But look and see,
I'm never going to be free.

Night after night,
I try and fight.
I see new guys,
Their visits just fly by.
They treat me like a toy,
But I'm never going to trust a boy!