Why the heck do i try?!!

Why am i still living?
why the f--k do i try?
the only thing I'm doing with my life
is sitting by myself to cry

no one cares that i fricking want to die
no one cares about how i really feel
no one cares that i am ripped to pieces
and there is no way i can heal

no one will be there
when i take away my life
no one will be there
when i take that sharp knife

because no one is with me
when i need them the most
but still i will always be with them
when i am a ghost

a couple of friends say NO don't do it!
and that shows me that they care
but some of them don't say anything
i feel like they wont care if I'm not there

well i have some news for you
i wont be here for much longer
because i cant take this f-ing life
and I'm not getting any stronger.

~a Little message for everyone. i am feeling depressed and really peed off at the moment!!!!~