My Existance

Let this blade press close
let me feel it near
let me lose control
this world is what i fear

tears that fall from angels
land on deaths front door
suicides so close at hand
i feel it in my core

forgive me for existance
ill leave you all in peace
ill retreat into the darkness
my life will soon just cease

ill leave you no-more footprints
no pictures of me to see
no troubled daughter still alive
no more of forgotten me

i have just one last problem
please forgive me just once more
sorry about the kitchen knife
i left bloody on the floor