Becoming hard to fake

Becoming hard to fake
is the smile that i make
everyday
from all the lies i say

becoming hard to fake
as i start to shake
i wish to die
and only not to cry

becoming hard to fake
is why i wont eat that cake
why the door is always shut
just so i can make a cut

becoming hard to fake
they don't know I'm starting to break
so i will walk away
pretending i want to stay

becoming hard to fake
my heart now will ache
all this misery
I'm hoping someone will see

becoming hard to fake
is the smile that i make
so please help me
tonight i will be set free