Nothing to live for

As i
take the knife in my hand
i pray
soon someone will understand

I'm trying so hard
just to quit
but with u
i just cant take it

so i will walk to the kitchen
grab a knife
slid it across my wrist
just to escape my life

at school
when u call me a b**ch
i just think
knife knife to use which??

i slid it across
my wrist
i do it so often
with just a twist

u may think
she is so weak
but I'm sorry
my pain i just can not speak

so i will sit and
take the knife
and now i will
end my life