When i was little

When i was little
i really did love you
but i would have never of imagined
what you could actually do

i used to follow you around
and grab onto you're legs
i used to help you hang the washing
you got the clothes and i got the pegs

we used to watch T.V together
until something changed
you messed with head
you made me feel deranged

i stopped following you
i stop helping you with the washing
but you carried on laying on top of me
my little body you were squashing

but i never told anyone
because i didn't want anyone to shout
just like me, they wouldn't understand
i was only about 8, what was it all about

you took me for a walk
i knew you would do something bad
but then when we got home you told Nana i was naughty
i didn't do anything wrong
you made me feel so sad

well now I'm older
and i don't love you anymore
but I'm still left with scars
and the heart you tore