I just can't sleep
i just lay and weep
i love u so much
i get shivers from your touch
i thought for me u cared
after all that we shared
waiting to die
as i sit and cry
they say u aren't worth my tears
yet they come when no one is near
i cant help but cry
as i watch a piece of me die
i know that u hurt me
but in my heart u will always be
it's u i think of
my first true love
i remember the time we spent
u don't know how much to me they meant
they meant the world
even made me a happy Lil girl
i know together again we cant be
but just leave my heart and set me free
u picked me up as i fell
u put me under your spell
i just couldn't control it
when i was with u i forgot all the bad sh**
so at every night's cries
another piece of me dies
sit with the door shut
trying not to make a cut
i hid my knife
so i wouldn't take my life
u bring me so much pain
its driving me insane
I'm right in front of u dying
at the same time I'm silently crying
i guess the love u had for me was fake
now I'm crying u a lake
an ocean I'm bleeding for u
after all the stuff u put me through
so cry me a river
but it wont give me that special shiver
it will only remind me of us
and not to think of that is a must
it will remind me of what i feel
that my love for u is real
my heart u broke
but u still continue to poke
as it breaks more
I'm left bleeding on the floor
