Rejection echoes in my mind
I have been isolated, left behind
Can’t find what I was looking for
I wanted it, now I want it more
This crazy life crashes before my eyes
With the hatred and the vile lies
Muddle-headed, dazed, confused
Frightened, angry, feeling abused
This complex world seemed easy at first
Until the bubble of reality burst
Constantly feeling down and paraparalyzedBy a planet that has been so deeply matematerialized
My only faith, insanely destroyed
A little freedom may fill my void
Darkly disturbed by morbid visions
Forcing upon me unwanted decisions
The simplicity of my image and face
Yet my complicated minds a disgrace
I feel so helpless, alone and stranded
A loner, a freak, a misfit, branded
I have friends, yet I feel defused
Am I being cheated or even used?
I have never be able to understand
Lost in a dream, lost in wonderland
