Will they even care?

Will they even care if i don't wake up tomorrow? will they even come to my funeral? will they even tell me they gonna miss me just cos I'm not there?

heaven sounds so much better than being here on this earth? can they even see how much I'm hurting every day? i guess not cos they don't seem to care!

hold me close i want to feel your warm embrace, touch me kiss me tell me every thing is gonna be OK?

why cant i feel your touch? why i cant i feel your kiss and why cant i feel your warm embrace?

is it maybe cos I'm dead inside or is just cos you not there?
what did i do to deserve such pain

you walk around with a smile on your face and warm inviting heart well i walk around with scars on my heart and my soul... they the very same scars that you made.

so why must i hurt and why must cry, when you smile and laugh with joy when inside I'm burning with total hell.

somebody call 911 Ive been shot down and i can feel my body getting colder so damn cold, the bullet is slicing through my soul, is this what you want for me to die?

you might say no but every day you killing me with pain and hurt and leaving me with question of why? if you can see that I'm hurting then why have you not stopped what you doing why you still killing me
but you killing me in silence.

why do i do this and you never stop and ask why, or are you OK.
never once, so why must i?
I'm out Ive had enough please at my grave don't say sorry just walk on by. if you were sorry you would have stopped with the pain you putting me through.

please never ask why please just walk on by.