Broken girl I've been made

Snow falls,
I lay cold,
Stones that hit me,
Are the things I hold,
Scarred, bleeding,
Is this broken girl,

Spring begins,
I sit so numb,
Flowers open,
Blinded by the sun,
Scarred, hurting,
I sit, this broken girl,

Summer shines,
I stand with a fake smile,
Sky shows pink,
I'll stay alone from a while,
Scarred, wishing,
I stand, a small, broken girl,

Laying on a beach I hear,
Footsteps in the sand,
I turn it's you,
I take your hand,
"Never leave me" is what you say,
But I had to go thats why I lay here today,

Snow falls,
I lay so cold,
Stones hit me,
Like the memories I hold,
Scarred, inside screaming,
And now you've made me this broken girl,

To weak to stand,
But it's life I say, longing for your hand,
I've never felt like this before,
Something hurts inside my core,

Not wishing I was dead,
But wondering if it was something I said,
That spoilt us,

But then you shout, I wonder why you fuss,
What makes you care,
I sit so scared,
Listening to you,

Taking in every word too,
Wanting one moment to have you again,
The time when I felt sane,
But its all gone now

Snow falls,
I lay so cold,
Stones hit me,
Like the memories I hold,
Scarred, inside screaming,
And now you've made me this broken girl,