I'll tell you everyhing you want to hear
I'll tell you I'm fine and everything has been alright
because I've been listening
to your Hums
your I'll sees
your yeses
and maybes
I've recognized a pattern and design
In the drum of your big black ugly stilettos that for some reason you insist on wearing each and every day
and after these observations
after this day after day boredom of talking about who's been to which state
and what what my dad does for a living
(all to ignore anything relevant to me)
I've realized how to talk around your suspicious questions
I've heard the others speak
I've heard what they say and now i know what i should say as well
when you ask me who i will ask for help from when I'm out of here
ill will say Hannah
In your eyes my best Friend
5ft tall short black hair and bright green eyes
but factually Ive never met a Hannah in my entire life
factually i don't have a best friend at all
what you ask me if i want to continue doing what Ive been doing
I'll say
"no I'm sick of feeling like this"
"I'm sick of being depressed"
"and i want to be normal, i want to be like everyone else."
"i don't want to be judged anymore. i dint want people asking me what the cuts are on my thighs."
"i just want to be normal i want to be like everyone else."
that s what i heard a girl in the hospital say
her name was Melinda
i hope shes doing better
So i no ways around you
I'm not as stupid as the world thinks i am
take a look and see what i can do
I'll tell you everything you want to here
I'll tell you I'm fine
and everything has been alright
