Silent Tears

He's gone and is not coming back,
Pretty soon in this situation I'm going to crack.
All the good days,
I can now only express in regretful ways.
Don't you see all the things I've gone through?
All of them I stayed strong because of you.
I don't know whether I'm mad,
Or if it's all my fault and i should be sad.
You meant everything in the world.
How could I to you be so cold?
You told me so many lies,
That made me only despise,
And apparently to you I'm a wannabe,
But can't you see?
I just want you back with me.
They say you never know how much you love someone till you let them go,
Well i hope you know,
I love you.
And I'll do anything for the truth to get through.
You are what made me feel perfect,
But when your not there,
I'm missing a piece,
Without it I can't do anything right,
And I stay awake all through the night.
Now when I see you,
Inside are silent tears,
Just at the thought of what could have happened throughout our high school years.
But I will never forget what we have done together,
And no matter what you will be my first true love forever.