Why must this be

Sitting here , all alone
no voices are heard
I'm here by my self
soliter...
why must it be
cant i breath
with my life .
I've lost so much ,
cant i need a touch
of relief.

All the blood lost in my body.
all the water flooding my heart
why must it be
cant i see the sun
hight up there
cant i feel the drop of rain
cant i believe that
I'm not the only one

In these days
i know I'm without another face.
why must it be
cant i touch the
person lost in me
cant i hear the voice
calling me.

Is this appealing to me
why is there nothing i can hold on to
why must it be
cant i smell the flowers
underneath me
cant i feel the wind
blowing through me

Is this hole
never able to close
is it forever with in me
why must it be
all these feelings
CANT I BE FREE
CANT I BE FREE