The Wilted Rose..::....

I thought you were the one
i truly did
it seemed it could happen
but no you didn't see the light
of who i really was to you
now I'll lost and broken
left right back where i started
waiting for someone to pick me up
and wipe away my tears
telling me everything will be fine
and there is no need to worry
because my knight will be coming soon
what you did hurt me more
you could have just said no
but you chose to find some lame excuse
who know hangs off your arm
lavishly lowering her eyelids
she has nothing inside
nothing worth knowing
as much as knowing me
i have made a mistake
but you led me on
making me believe
I'm so confused
how? why?
i build a protective shield around my heart
it's getting harder and solid
never to let anyone in again
with high hopes of love
no longer will it rest on my sleeve
because that way it's to easy for someone to grab it
and tear it apart
only to give it back without a care
of what you've done
you say you didn't want to hurt me
but what you did was worse
disappointment is better than torture
i love you no more
even though i know i do
and i always will
even to the day the knife will pass across my throat
or when the water fills my deflated lungs
or the pain from the pills one by one
I've only done it
because no one gave me a chance
and no one gave me their love
now you'll be sorry
as you look at my pale face in the casket
wiping away your tears of guilt
for you have done this
and i have done this
because all i wanted was love
was that too much to ask for?