This room

Arms stained red
too numb to feel
no where to go
just me and this empty room

no one to tell me its OK
not one soul to hear me cry
not one person to care
no one to help me

crying
screaming
scared
dieing

I'm slowly fading
away and away
no one to pull me out
just hell pulling me in

it's a big black hole
i don't want to go
but i am
all because of you

you told me things
no one's ever said
i felt so good with you
now I'm a piece of s-h-i-t

a useless person
that no one loves
or cares for
no one knows i exist

I'm nothing in your mind
I'm a person you knew
I'm in your past
I'm your ex

Your my everything
your the person i know
your in my future
your my love

you hate me
i love you
you wish i was gone
i wish you'd stay

now your gone
i am here
sitting alone in the dark
no light to help me see

I'm fading more and more
it's getting harder to breathe
i guess it's my fault now
but you caused me to do this

you put these scars on my wrist
you made this blood drip
you caused all my pain
you make me go insane

i try to scream
nothing comes out
not one word
just a gasping breathe

man i hate you
for making me do this
i can picture my life
spinning around me

in less than a second later
it's gone
just like us
just like me..

twisted but i hope you followed along with it.. i have mixed emotions right now so i don't know what i am writing half the time.. so sorry if it's hard to understand..