You Judge me

I admit that I'm a loser,
I admit that I'm a freak,
I admit that I'm a b i t c h,
I even admit that I'm a geek.

I wont crack under pressure,
I wont cry at the cruel words you say,
I am myself, you see,
And I'm always gonna be this way.

You think that you can judge me,
I admit you do,
I don't care, I won't hold you back,
All the things you've put me through.

I won't blame myself for this,
I didn't do anything from the start,
You seem to enjoy it,
So I'll let you tear my feelings apart.

Why does it give you pleasure,
To see others in pain?
Do you think you have nothing to lose?
Well, your wrong: you have nothing to gain.

If I admit I'm everything you say,
Will you get the hint and quit?
No, because you don't listen,
You see? that's just it.

You don't listen and you never look,
At what some people do,
It's hard to believe their pain,
And the torture they've been through.

You think that you will change me,
If you judge me enough,
But I have news for you,
I am too tough.

Too tough to let what you say, hurt me,
Too tough to even care,
To tough to let you win,
Tough enough to admit it's not fair.

I don't care what you think,
I don't care how you feel,
I don't care if you listen or not,
I'm just telling you what's real.

You hate me because I'm different,
But, judging me is wrong,
Maybe if you listen,
We all could get along.