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by twigchick Jul 5, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I wish i wouldn't hurt myself,but i just cant stop. As i cut my wrists i watch the blood drop. My best friend keeps calling,she knows what i did,she probably bawling her eyes out like a little kid. I cant stand to put her through this pain,so i try to drop the blood from pouring out of my veins. It wouldn't stop,and i knew i was gonna die,so i picked up the phone to say one last goodbye. the phone had stop ringing,and the only sound was my blood slowly dripping to the ground. As i drop the knife,i feel I'm losing all contact with life. I thought for sure this was the end, but i was wrong because i woke up being with my best friend.