Darkness fills me way to fast cant catch my breath forever it lasts. I cant seem to find the light inside. Don't want to let people in don't want to feel the hurt, i don't want to reminisce sometimes i try hard not to, but every memory i think about i cut harder and deeper i bleed more and more i cant no longer feel. I feel their eyes stare at me as i walk down the halls, for every step i take i think more and more about if i died, no one would care they would just say how sad and move on within a week, well thats their life and another one ill haunt and destroy. they're screams of pain will make my soul tingle inside for joy. i will haunt them till i die. i don't want to think about being a happy soul. i cant take it anymore.
