I hear you breathing there in the back of my mind
in and out inhale and exhale
but suddenly the breaths come ragged gasping for air
clean crisp air
eyes are bulging
i choke you will all the strength i have left in me
wear me around your neck
I'll pull you down to the bottom of the sea
like a horrid jewel
evil eyes glinting in the dark blue of the water
i want you to die
feel the pain i feel
feel the gut wrenching hate
the horrible bitter love
the fairy tale hope
that you've destroyed
you've destroyed everything
my heart
my sanity
my soul
not a single tear has fallen to the cold cracked earth
over your worthless body
dammit Ur still there in my mind
whispering words of poisining in my ear
/regret/regret/regret/regret/regret/
and the worst part of it all
--------i love you-----------------
