I guess i missed the life
I guess i missed my chance
I must of done something wrong
For everything to end up like this
Its way to much to think about
And way to much to carry on
I wonder now
Whats a real life like anymore
Ive tried so hard
To make someone proud of me
Ive tried everything I know to try
But for some reason
My trying just ain't good enough
And nothing I ever do
Is ever right
And my life's getting really dark
I'm wondering
Will I ever be normal again
Or at least out of this shame
Every things turning black and white
And I'm missing the colors of the world
Never thought life could get this dull
But like they say
I don't know nothing
And I think they really might
Be telling the truth
Sometimes I wonder
If everything I go through
Is ever worth it in the end