Goodbye baby

Goodbye baby, I wish it weren't so
but after so long its time to let go
to take these feelings, let them rest
and let the past out of my chest
what you were, I don't know how to write
this isn't easy, I don't take it light
but I need to feel love, like you gave
now so dark and hollow like a cave
we both have a life to live
to others we have many gifts to give
and to live in the past just isn't fair
at first this was something I couldn't bare
but for many months Ive had desires
for my love there's been many buyers
but I was stuck in something not real
turning around something I used to feel
I have to be honest, don't mean to be cruel
how long should I let my broken heart rule
it holds me back from the feeling I need
affection from a women, is that greed
I wish you luck in the paths you choose
I know how you feel, Ive been in your shoes
do me one thing and hold your head high
climb to the top don't stop at the sky
the joy in my life, you played a huge part
you were always there, right from the start
for some man you will do the same
its what you do, raging emotions you tame
its a quality that I shall always respect
all the care that you eject
I just hope this don't leave us bitter
that our friendship don't go down the shitter
I say it again and for the last time
goodbye kirstie, its cause of you I rhyme

I love you