Insane

I am sitting here,
I'm getting nervous & scared,
& I don't know why this is?

Why am I so f...ing lazy?
Maybe I am going crazy...
& Why is this?

I'm so happy & sh.t,
Then I go into an angry fit,
& I wanna know why is this?

They give me hugs...
But I don't want no hugs,
They say "therpy"...
But I don't need no therpy,
& Why do they do this to me?

So I am sitting here,
Knowing what it is
I am in total fear,
Am I going insane?