If i let him get to me will he hurt me?
if i keep him close will he stay by my side?
i wander if he really does love me
sometimes when i think about it
it makes me wanna cry
I'm afraid to push him away
because thats what i do best
I'm scared that he wont be there
what if he doesn't past my test
am i being to hard on him
does he really care
why am i asking so many questions
why am i so scared
sometimes when i have a problem
i want to share
but why would i tell him
why would he care
i know that we are just friends
but it seems like so much more
every time i talk to him
i think he thinks I'm just a bore
is he really listening
does he understand
that this feeling doesn't seem mutual
but we can make our own plans
i don't know what else to tell him
ill do the best i can
i really hope he follows me
and maybe one day ill promise him my hand
