When I was younger every break up seemed like a fatality,
I remember thinking I would never be happy and that was my reality.
It is hard to forget the past and move forward,
But change in life is something that is most important.
Knowing that now I must ask myself why,
I put myself through those lonely nights when I cried.
For staying alive in this cruel world requires one to be ruthless,
I was sick of this feeling that I was nothing but useless.
I was oblivious to the fact that the future could bring happiness,
My experiences from the past keep me from being religious.
Hell on earth is the world we live in,
For everyone in this world is living in sin.
No one can be immortal no matter how hard they try,
For the one true fact in this life is that we must all live and die.
When I die I want to be buried upside down so the world can kiss my ass,
Because I didn’t take the time to enjoy my life and I wished it away to fast.
