Cut Myself Away

With each time the blade touches my skin
I slowly start to fade,
into my fake reality
Every tear I cry leads to a broken scar
Every scar leads to a fake smile
dancing across my face
I lay on the floor
drowning in my screams
with the blade next to me
cutting into my soul
Maybe someday
I will go a little deeper
and cut out all the pain
the lies, the fake smiles,
and the tears
If I'm lucky
I'll cut myself away.

*I wrote this awhile ago...*