Suicide!

You think your life
Has lost its meaning
That all your strife
Is beyond feeling?

Try to imagine your mothers face
As she lays you to rest
In your very last place
Trying her very best

You think you're alone?
Take a look around
You're not on your own
Not the only one on the ground

People just like you
Haven't given in
They fought their way through
They won't let the pain win

"Nobody understands" you say
You tell me "If they did
I wouldn't be this way"
But they can't see what you keep hid!

Look into my eyes
I have always been here
Now you see these tears I cry
They're falling from my fear

I can't lose you
Nothing is worth that
You don't know what to do
You say you're too fat

You say you're ugly
That you can't stand this
LOOK AT ME!
I manage to hiss

Are you selfish enough
To leave me that way?
If this too tough
You don't want to stay

I take the knife
From your hand
"You must live your life
Must take a stand"

Whoever made you feel
As though you're nothing
Like there is nothing real
Doesn't deserve anything

Who ever made you ache
They made you cry
You shall not break
They're not a reason to die!!!

**For everyone who has thought about suicide or even if you've attempted it, it's not worth that! Last October, I tried to kill myself...Luckily my boyfriend called and told my parents. I was rushed to the hospital and had to drink this charcoal stuff to eat away at the pills I'd taken. He saved my life, and I have one to live now...My sister just had her baby and I can't imagine not being here for her. This life is not worth giving up on! However bad life seems, even if you think nobody cares...STOP! There might be someone who needs you in the future and if you're not there...then what? Come on, there's more left to do! It's not up to anyone but God to decide who lives and who dies...Who are we to take it into our own hands?**