This is to Courtney...

Sitting here now. just watching the rain fall down
I’m starting to wonder why?
Why did u leave me?
Why didn’t u call?
Why did u get rid of it all?
Didn’t u care that I wasn’t just some person
That I was ur best friend
One that would be there through everything
Everything and more. I promised
We would sit out on the deck every time I came over
It felt like we could tell each other everything
Now we barley speak to each other
We’ve fallen apart
It feels like nothing I do can keep us together
You say that u have other best friends
What about me?
Did I mean nothing at all to u?
Just tell me what did I do wrong?
I’m sorry that I left. I really am
I tried to stay best friends with u
It just seemed like u were pushing me away
Please, just come back
I guess what I’m trying to say is
I miss you…