I went to Anderson for the summer,
never thinking I'd meet someone,
but that all changed at my Aunt Kristy's house
when Chris walked by and was quite as a mouse.
I didn't know much about him
except his age and his name.
i didn't even know if he knew i felt this way
i only hoped he felt the same.
I tried to get to know him
i really, really did,
I turned to his best friend,
but he told me lies instead.
When i left Anderson
two weeks after i arrived
I left with a lot of questions unanswered
and i thought to myself WHY?
Why did i go there and somewhat fall in love
with a guy i knew i could never have,
so I'd have to pray to the man above?
Why did i feel this way
about a boy i didn't even know?
Why did my heart skip a beat,
whenever I'd see him
skating down the street?
These questions were never answered
and I'm fine with that,
but i hope one day in time he'll come back
and help me with all these questions that just sat.
A year has gone by,
since I've seen his beautiful smile.
As soon i left, he left to,
millions and millions a mile.
Through this year I've learned alot
somethings I'll never share,
things that are hard,
to hard for me even to bare.
Even though there was tough times
he was ALWAYS there.
He always made me smile
he was the one who REALLY, TRULY cared!!!
Christopher Charles Breedlove
is the man i thought i loved with my heart
i hoped that we could of been together
because hes the one i wanted to say I Love You to each and every passing day!!!
I wrote this June 30th 2004....Dedicated to Christopher Charles Breedlove....... when we were close and before he was with Angie.....i still love you Chris, but not in that way........BE SAFE.....well please comment i hope you all like.
