I’m Still In Love – 06/07/2005

I’m sorry to say but,
I’m still in love with you,
I’m sorry but I always will be,
I thought I was over you what can I do?

I don’t want to love you,
I don’t want to think about you all the time,
But I love you, and nothing can change that,
I’ve tried to move one and that’s why I’m writing this rhyme.

I thought I could move on,
I thought I would get over you,
But sadly enough I’m not and I doubt I ever will be,
But you know what hurts is when I give hints but you don’t have a clue.

I want you back,
But I can’t tell you that,
Not after what I’ve done to you,
I feel so bad and I wish you knew but I act like were only a chat.

I wish there were better words,
I wish I could say how I felt,
I a way that you would know in perfect words,
I want you to say something that would make me melt.

What we had was beautiful,
I wish I had it back,
But I hurt you so much,
What can I do now? But I’m about to crack.

There’s going to be that day,
When I scream my un-denying love to you,
I’m going to tell you how I feel,
And again things will change but maybe the sky will become so blue.

I have lied to you on how I feel,
But I don’t want to do that anymore,
I want there to be something there with us,
But I can’t cry on the floor.

I listen to that song,
And it makes me think how I feel,
That’s the reason I’m still in love with you,
But I can’t stand fixing my heart waiting for it to heal.

That day you kissed me,
I felt safe and I knew that I loved you,
I felt like I was loved,
And I knew you would never make me blue.

I knew that I would be safe,
In your warm arms,
I knew that you would respect me,
And then I fell for your charms.