Hollow

I'm so sick of this disease
Plagued with misery it seems
You've always got me on my knees
Still decomposing all my dreams
Loathe the mirror hate the day
The sun just burns my eyes anyway
What do you expect me to say
Everything sane when nothings okay
Burn these bridges in defiance
De construct these thoughts of violence
Realize this,and in compliance
I'll bury down and scream away the silence
I can't help feeling like a pawn
Grand scheme of things so crudely drawn
Will I be able to face the dawn,
if I wake up and find you gone?
I try to swallow, swallow pride
Just to bleed sorrow again
Teething and so Hollow, hollow the crown
Just to find tomorrow the same
In the face of defeat I surrender my pride
Drain like a poison like cyanide
Die just a little each time inside
So I failed at least I did it, I tried
Eclectic narcissistic point of views
It all so retrograde it all just old news
A twisted and degraded beautiful muse
Delayed my failure, whats the point I still lose
Forever failed escape to to break these chains
Against conformity, against the grain
Annihilate and destroy your brain
Because the path you lead just leads you in vain....
I try to swallow, swallow pride
Just to bleed sorrow again
Teething and so Hollow, hollow the crown
Just to find tomorrow the same